A quiet night and I’m listening to the birds sleep.
I am not the person I thought I knew.
Away my time went.
Away my life went too.
Oh well I think I should just stay quiet.
unfinished
Time washing away my memories
The thoughts of you filling my mind
I can’t stand tall
Wishing you away
I’m finding the words
For I am in search of normality
Faking my happiness
Hiding, even though eventually I know I will be found
Misplaced in his plans
Believing I have much to give
Only to see illusions of nothings
Rain stumble upon me
Not wanting to break
The thoughts of you filling my mind
I can’t stand tall
Wishing you away
I’m finding the words
For I am in search of normality
Faking my happiness
Hiding, even though eventually I know I will be found
Misplaced in his plans
Believing I have much to give
Only to see illusions of nothings
Rain stumble upon me
Not wanting to break
all i wish
All I wish is to say your name to your face
All I wish is to hold your hands and fondle with your fingers
All I wish is to see your smile and touch your ears
All I wish is to kiss the tip of your nose
All I wish is to put my head on your shoulder
All I wish is to run my fingers through your hair
All I wish is to stare into your eyes
All I wish is to laugh at your jokes
All I wish is to walk along side with you
All I wish is to be with you for all eternity
Now all I wish is for you to wish the same.
All I wish is to hold your hands and fondle with your fingers
All I wish is to see your smile and touch your ears
All I wish is to kiss the tip of your nose
All I wish is to put my head on your shoulder
All I wish is to run my fingers through your hair
All I wish is to stare into your eyes
All I wish is to laugh at your jokes
All I wish is to walk along side with you
All I wish is to be with you for all eternity
Now all I wish is for you to wish the same.
Shadows
Tears run,
Redness filled his eyes,
Not wanting the world to shine,
Only wanting to know what love is.
Love is supposed to be love.
But it has caused nothing but pain.
He stares at the ceiling.
Wondering
Redness filled his eyes,
Not wanting the world to shine,
Only wanting to know what love is.
Love is supposed to be love.
But it has caused nothing but pain.
He stares at the ceiling.
Wondering
why
Why do we say ‘I love you’ when we don’t mean it?
Why do we say ‘I like you’ when we don’t show any concern?
Words are just empty feelings.
We lie, and say it like we meant it.
When do ‘I love you’ really mean ‘I love you’?
We say it to each one of the people we date,
We say it to someone we kiss,
Does ‘I love you’ from someone young real?
Or he just saying to impress?
Why do we say ‘I like you’ when we don’t show any concern?
Words are just empty feelings.
We lie, and say it like we meant it.
When do ‘I love you’ really mean ‘I love you’?
We say it to each one of the people we date,
We say it to someone we kiss,
Does ‘I love you’ from someone young real?
Or he just saying to impress?
Forever Love
You gave me hope for eternal life
My infinity, with only you in my heart
Smiles brought upon
This fairy tale life
Shows us the way thru our eyes brought from our hearts
We should be eternally grateful that our paths crossed,
If only we had met sooner,
Our love will never die we are forever alive
My infinity, with only you in my heart
Smiles brought upon
This fairy tale life
Shows us the way thru our eyes brought from our hearts
We should be eternally grateful that our paths crossed,
If only we had met sooner,
Our love will never die we are forever alive
Never There
I am not here
I am not there
They talk to me but they don’t see me
They sympathize me but they don’t feel me
I am not there
They talk to me but they don’t see me
They sympathize me but they don’t feel me
Mistake
The feeling was all wrong
I did what I didn’t want to do
I let him touch me
I let him have me
He wrapped himself around me
My heart was running
I could hear him breathe
He was gentle with me
I tried to get away
His scent lured me closer to him
I looked into his eyes
He kissed me
I did what I didn’t want to do
I let him touch me
I let him have me
He wrapped himself around me
My heart was running
I could hear him breathe
He was gentle with me
I tried to get away
His scent lured me closer to him
I looked into his eyes
He kissed me
Forgotten news…
I look back only to see your face
I look back only to feel the pain
You hold on so tightly to never let me go
You hold on so tightly to never let me escape
You said the sweetest thing
But the sweetest thing could never change my mind
You gave me love
But your love came too late
Where were you when I needed you?
Where were you when our love was so strong?
Where were you when I cried?
You made me feel like forgotten news
I look back only to feel the pain
You hold on so tightly to never let me go
You hold on so tightly to never let me escape
You said the sweetest thing
But the sweetest thing could never change my mind
You gave me love
But your love came too late
Where were you when I needed you?
Where were you when our love was so strong?
Where were you when I cried?
You made me feel like forgotten news
Is it real
I never wanted it to happen
Never had I imagine this would happen
I missed him so much
I let myself in the world of fantasies
The dreams I dreamt
I was intrigued by him
I was held close by him
I was shielded by him
All I wanted was to be love him
Still he's not here by me
Never had I imagine this would happen
I missed him so much
I let myself in the world of fantasies
The dreams I dreamt
I was intrigued by him
I was held close by him
I was shielded by him
All I wanted was to be love him
Still he's not here by me
dusk to dawn
Every morning I wake up
I reach out and there’s no one there
My days are lonely
My showers are always cold
I see friends in love
I wonder why my hands are never held
My food is unfinished
My bed untouched
Time passes so fast
Waiting for the right man
The hour glass is leaking
Waiting for the perfect other half
I reach out and there’s no one there
My days are lonely
My showers are always cold
I see friends in love
I wonder why my hands are never held
My food is unfinished
My bed untouched
Time passes so fast
Waiting for the right man
The hour glass is leaking
Waiting for the perfect other half
Pondering
Never could I imagine finding
Someone so precious that I never going to let him go
Smile so sweet makes me melt if I see him cry
Never could I imagine my prayers to be answered
It has been a very long wait for me
I’m glad I waited
Through all the joy and pain
I finally going to have my happy ending
He’s all that I hope for
So kind, so gentle and so much more
That I still can’t believe it
Someone please wake me up
Because I think I’m dreaming
Someone so precious that I never going to let him go
Smile so sweet makes me melt if I see him cry
Never could I imagine my prayers to be answered
It has been a very long wait for me
I’m glad I waited
Through all the joy and pain
I finally going to have my happy ending
He’s all that I hope for
So kind, so gentle and so much more
That I still can’t believe it
Someone please wake me up
Because I think I’m dreaming
Recover me
You can’t imagine how much I love you
I love you so much that sometimes it hurts
I cry at night just worrying about you
I’m so scared you will leave me
I’m so scared you will hurt me
I’m so scared of everything
I want to learn how to love
I want to learn how to live
I want to learn how to care
You taught me so much in life
That I think my life without you
Would just crash down and will never be recreate
I see all this old couples and wonder how can they last that long?
Disposal
My inspirations have dried up
My emotions burnt into ashes
I lost my hopes because of you
You took everything I had
You took my heart and broke it into
Millions of pieces
It shattered all over
Because of you I could never love again
You totally mess me up
You made me feel unimportant
You made me feel wasted
What am I to you?
Am I just an object at your disposal?
Don’t you know I’m human?
Don’t you know I got feelings?
Why must you do this to me?
I wish I had not met you.
I wish I had not given you my trust.
I wish all of this to go away.
I wish for my life back!!!
My emotions burnt into ashes
I lost my hopes because of you
You took everything I had
You took my heart and broke it into
Millions of pieces
It shattered all over
Because of you I could never love again
You totally mess me up
You made me feel unimportant
You made me feel wasted
What am I to you?
Am I just an object at your disposal?
Don’t you know I’m human?
Don’t you know I got feelings?
Why must you do this to me?
I wish I had not met you.
I wish I had not given you my trust.
I wish all of this to go away.
I wish for my life back!!!
Blind
From the day I came into this world
All I see is black and white
I was never loved
I was always on my own
For once I wish to see colours
Colours that could brighten up my days
I feel like I’m part of the movie Pleasant Ville
Everything else seems perfect but something is missing
I hope for someone who could paint
My world with beautiful things
And let it stay for eternity
And not be washed away
All I see is black and white
I was never loved
I was always on my own
For once I wish to see colours
Colours that could brighten up my days
I feel like I’m part of the movie Pleasant Ville
Everything else seems perfect but something is missing
I hope for someone who could paint
My world with beautiful things
And let it stay for eternity
And not be washed away
Low
Things I went through
Of which most of it I regret
Way of life has never been so difficult
My path has never been so complicated
People come and go
But there will always be the rare gems
That stays forever with me
Suffocation I had
Breathing easy now for awhile
Trying to squeeze out of this circle
Trying to see the light
But I was left with scars of hurt
Stabbing me with a blunt knife
Bring more pain than a sharp one
I will never give in to this
I will stand strong and walk on
Trying to bring down over and over again
I keep looking for hope
For hope will bring me the one to save me from all this
Of which most of it I regret
Way of life has never been so difficult
My path has never been so complicated
People come and go
But there will always be the rare gems
That stays forever with me
Suffocation I had
Breathing easy now for awhile
Trying to squeeze out of this circle
Trying to see the light
But I was left with scars of hurt
Stabbing me with a blunt knife
Bring more pain than a sharp one
I will never give in to this
I will stand strong and walk on
Trying to bring down over and over again
I keep looking for hope
For hope will bring me the one to save me from all this
Only
Endless fear creeping in me
Stand still waiting for all this to end
People passing by my life
Assuming nothing is happening
I am hurt yet I stand strong
I don’t want to be knock down
You can’t say I’m all that
When you don’t even know me
You look me from the outside
And you said I’m this and I’m that
Take your time to realize that I’m much more than this.
Stand still waiting for all this to end
People passing by my life
Assuming nothing is happening
I am hurt yet I stand strong
I don’t want to be knock down
You can’t say I’m all that
When you don’t even know me
You look me from the outside
And you said I’m this and I’m that
Take your time to realize that I’m much more than this.
Blue
Driven to suicide
Ending an existence
Only way to stop this intolerable life
Satisfaction of life is gone
Great sense of failure and hopelessness
Unexplainable agitations
Uncontrollable rage
Burning down a beautiful life
Such wastage
Ending an existence
Only way to stop this intolerable life
Satisfaction of life is gone
Great sense of failure and hopelessness
Unexplainable agitations
Uncontrollable rage
Burning down a beautiful life
Such wastage
Someday
I seen how hard your life is
I seen how hard you tried
Let me be the one
To save your eyes from your tears
I know how lonely it gets sometimes
I know how it makes you want to scream
If no one hears you
I’ll scream with you
Remember how we would laugh
Laugh so hard till we cried
Do stupid things like we were high
Love was the only thing we were on
Let me hold your hand
Let me live with you
Let’s be together because I know
Someday we’ll be free
I seen how hard you tried
Let me be the one
To save your eyes from your tears
I know how lonely it gets sometimes
I know how it makes you want to scream
If no one hears you
I’ll scream with you
Remember how we would laugh
Laugh so hard till we cried
Do stupid things like we were high
Love was the only thing we were on
Let me hold your hand
Let me live with you
Let’s be together because I know
Someday we’ll be free
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