Pondering
Never could I imagine finding
Someone so precious that I never going to let him go
Smile so sweet makes me melt if I see him cry
Never could I imagine my prayers to be answered
It has been a very long wait for me
I’m glad I waited
Through all the joy and pain
I finally going to have my happy ending
He’s all that I hope for
So kind, so gentle and so much more
That I still can’t believe it
Someone please wake me up
Because I think I’m dreaming
Someone so precious that I never going to let him go
Smile so sweet makes me melt if I see him cry
Never could I imagine my prayers to be answered
It has been a very long wait for me
I’m glad I waited
Through all the joy and pain
I finally going to have my happy ending
He’s all that I hope for
So kind, so gentle and so much more
That I still can’t believe it
Someone please wake me up
Because I think I’m dreaming
Recover me
You can’t imagine how much I love you
I love you so much that sometimes it hurts
I cry at night just worrying about you
I’m so scared you will leave me
I’m so scared you will hurt me
I’m so scared of everything
I want to learn how to love
I want to learn how to live
I want to learn how to care
You taught me so much in life
That I think my life without you
Would just crash down and will never be recreate
I see all this old couples and wonder how can they last that long?
Disposal
My inspirations have dried up
My emotions burnt into ashes
I lost my hopes because of you
You took everything I had
You took my heart and broke it into
Millions of pieces
It shattered all over
Because of you I could never love again
You totally mess me up
You made me feel unimportant
You made me feel wasted
What am I to you?
Am I just an object at your disposal?
Don’t you know I’m human?
Don’t you know I got feelings?
Why must you do this to me?
I wish I had not met you.
I wish I had not given you my trust.
I wish all of this to go away.
I wish for my life back!!!
My emotions burnt into ashes
I lost my hopes because of you
You took everything I had
You took my heart and broke it into
Millions of pieces
It shattered all over
Because of you I could never love again
You totally mess me up
You made me feel unimportant
You made me feel wasted
What am I to you?
Am I just an object at your disposal?
Don’t you know I’m human?
Don’t you know I got feelings?
Why must you do this to me?
I wish I had not met you.
I wish I had not given you my trust.
I wish all of this to go away.
I wish for my life back!!!
Blind
From the day I came into this world
All I see is black and white
I was never loved
I was always on my own
For once I wish to see colours
Colours that could brighten up my days
I feel like I’m part of the movie Pleasant Ville
Everything else seems perfect but something is missing
I hope for someone who could paint
My world with beautiful things
And let it stay for eternity
And not be washed away
All I see is black and white
I was never loved
I was always on my own
For once I wish to see colours
Colours that could brighten up my days
I feel like I’m part of the movie Pleasant Ville
Everything else seems perfect but something is missing
I hope for someone who could paint
My world with beautiful things
And let it stay for eternity
And not be washed away
Low
Things I went through
Of which most of it I regret
Way of life has never been so difficult
My path has never been so complicated
People come and go
But there will always be the rare gems
That stays forever with me
Suffocation I had
Breathing easy now for awhile
Trying to squeeze out of this circle
Trying to see the light
But I was left with scars of hurt
Stabbing me with a blunt knife
Bring more pain than a sharp one
I will never give in to this
I will stand strong and walk on
Trying to bring down over and over again
I keep looking for hope
For hope will bring me the one to save me from all this
Of which most of it I regret
Way of life has never been so difficult
My path has never been so complicated
People come and go
But there will always be the rare gems
That stays forever with me
Suffocation I had
Breathing easy now for awhile
Trying to squeeze out of this circle
Trying to see the light
But I was left with scars of hurt
Stabbing me with a blunt knife
Bring more pain than a sharp one
I will never give in to this
I will stand strong and walk on
Trying to bring down over and over again
I keep looking for hope
For hope will bring me the one to save me from all this
Only
Endless fear creeping in me
Stand still waiting for all this to end
People passing by my life
Assuming nothing is happening
I am hurt yet I stand strong
I don’t want to be knock down
You can’t say I’m all that
When you don’t even know me
You look me from the outside
And you said I’m this and I’m that
Take your time to realize that I’m much more than this.
Stand still waiting for all this to end
People passing by my life
Assuming nothing is happening
I am hurt yet I stand strong
I don’t want to be knock down
You can’t say I’m all that
When you don’t even know me
You look me from the outside
And you said I’m this and I’m that
Take your time to realize that I’m much more than this.
Blue
Driven to suicide
Ending an existence
Only way to stop this intolerable life
Satisfaction of life is gone
Great sense of failure and hopelessness
Unexplainable agitations
Uncontrollable rage
Burning down a beautiful life
Such wastage
Ending an existence
Only way to stop this intolerable life
Satisfaction of life is gone
Great sense of failure and hopelessness
Unexplainable agitations
Uncontrollable rage
Burning down a beautiful life
Such wastage
Someday
I seen how hard your life is
I seen how hard you tried
Let me be the one
To save your eyes from your tears
I know how lonely it gets sometimes
I know how it makes you want to scream
If no one hears you
I’ll scream with you
Remember how we would laugh
Laugh so hard till we cried
Do stupid things like we were high
Love was the only thing we were on
Let me hold your hand
Let me live with you
Let’s be together because I know
Someday we’ll be free
I seen how hard you tried
Let me be the one
To save your eyes from your tears
I know how lonely it gets sometimes
I know how it makes you want to scream
If no one hears you
I’ll scream with you
Remember how we would laugh
Laugh so hard till we cried
Do stupid things like we were high
Love was the only thing we were on
Let me hold your hand
Let me live with you
Let’s be together because I know
Someday we’ll be free
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