Disposal

My inspirations have dried up
My emotions burnt into ashes
I lost my hopes because of you
You took everything I had
You took my heart and broke it into
Millions of pieces
It shattered all over
Because of you I could never love again
You totally mess me up
You made me feel unimportant
You made me feel wasted
What am I to you?
Am I just an object at your disposal?
Don’t you know I’m human?
Don’t you know I got feelings?
Why must you do this to me?
I wish I had not met you.
I wish I had not given you my trust.
I wish all of this to go away.
I wish for my life back!!!